JaH’s World

So about on the 15 of last month I f’ed my knee all up.  I have been working still even though it feels like glass is ripping the inside of my knee.  waiting on a MRI to be done on it.  The doctor thinks i may have torn my meniscus. Which is not like fuck im screwed but still hurts alot. Walking and squating. Twisting. blah so now I wait and see whats going to happen.

This weekend was great. well 3 hours was about how many ways you can kill yourself in your car. anyway I drove over to paul’s house. Kinda a long drive but hell I needed sometime just to get away. I was kinda nervous to meet paul mike and redleader. half way there when I was comming to the end of Michigan I found myself thinking of ways I could get out of going. Then I just said F it what are they going to do ask me to leave if they did not like me. So onward I went. Every thing was going good till I hit Chicago stuck there for about 3 hours and then back to full speed. As i drove up the V rd i was talking to paul adn he taked to me till I hit the house. Mike was standing in the ditch. And his fatherlaw was there to welcome a city boy to nowheresville. Got a tour of the house which is a nice house little big for my likeing but to each his own. then got to meet carol her mother and Frank. everyone was as cool as I could have hope at this time my belly was like wtf all is cool but butterflies still turn as i did not know how to act. On ventrilo im an ass blurt out silly shit. but how do I act here so all weekend i watched what i said and where i said it. But i think i was kind and not an ass or dickhead for the most part. I stayed there at there house which was HUGE for me. as I don’t stay anywhere. I found it hard to eat at times i was starving but I am wierd. Sleeping was hard also, But I got mike to swap rooms with me and that help for the ride home Big TIME. The ride home give me alot of time to think about things. I am so glad that I went. I got to meet all these people and had a great time at that. I think the highlight of the whole thing was mike. This guy is FUCKING AMAZING! Funny as hell Smart as hell all around great person. I can’t wait till I get another chance to hang out with paul and his wife when they are not planing a little get together for 100 people. as they was bussy with that most of the time. Other than that GREAT time.

Been busy with work the last few weeks have been crazy.  working about 70 hours per week.  F that. 

Othere than that.  been playing some games mostly with Mike from dallas.  CoH it fun we want to check out some mods.  but the last patch took out the -dev mode. so you could play mods and custom maps.  so waiting on fixes on that.  Also been playing hellgate still.  Mostly with Jeho but he seems to be busy most of the time.  So I don’t get to play that as much As I would like. 

Easter came and went really don’t get the point of easter.  Its like a point less day.  I understand if you are a christain  and it the day that chirst rose from the dead.  And the foundation of there beliefs.  But as a person that my not choose to follow that.  Its about a bunny that brings you eggs.  WTF A BUNNY THAT BRINGS YOU EGGS.

SNOW fuck snow.  I’m so sick of snow watching the news now and there are talking more snow.  This is the most snow we in southeast michigan have gotten in a long time.  I love the four seasons but time for winter to go. peace see ya don’t let the door hit you where the good lord split you bitch!

I’m really pissed that I missed the podcast.  I don’t really say that much on there it hard to get a word in over other that don’t know they are talking with other people.  And they must love there voice it the only thing I can think of.  Is why the don’t shut the fuck up for two damn mins and just listen to what other might have to say.  But on Weds.  is a day I spend with my sister and a group of friends from long ago family freinds.  It so funny to spnd time with people that were friends with my father and mother when they were in high school and their children hang out with those same people.

On a sad note one of those friends lost a mother last night.  She had been in bad shape for a long time. four years or so.  she gave her last breath around 7:30 last night.  We at the bowling alley were have a good time drinking talking have a good tiime then the call came in memaw had past.  From then on one person had left to go to the hosptial.  And the rest of us just sat there in sad spirts.  I hope that levtia can overcome her lost. 

Fuck you very much,

JaHtHeBaByPuncheR

I have been staying up way to late.  I been pushing the midnight mark farther and farther.  Last nite was playing CoH with paul and BT and mike from dallas.  The games tend to take an hour or so to play.  And we started one late about 11:15pm witch I thought was cool we be done by 12 or so well we get hammered and game takes so long.  I feel as it was my fault cause I was going so slow and the other team just flanked my side and I caved.  truth be told I was so sleepy that I was falling asleep during the game twice Paul woke me up asking me whats going on over there and you still there.  getting up at 4am is starting to wear me down going to bed so late.  I think I need to start going to bed at least by 11pm.  Though I do find it hard to go to bed that early.  Just having time to do the things I want like play games.  Working 12 plus hours has to stop I need help out there I hope that nick (boss) will see it my way. And give me more help so i can stay up and keep a standard of life that I wish to have.

Other than that WE have been playing company of heroes rts fun fun fun. 

And so it was said that the baby born into the blood of a thousand virgins. Would be sent to become the greatest gammer of all. I welcome this Man among babies Frank (IJSMP.RageSpawn) Barth.

Hearing of this birth brings me joy. But it also brings out things tha are not so good. I guess no ill wishes to paul and redleader. But hell I don’t understand why Lacie and I can not have a baby. Trying to have a baby seems easy for some, most to be more like it. And as normal people I thought that it would be the same for me and my wife. But its not. It was simple the first time. Boom just after wedding PREGO. Was great the plans we had made were folding out in front of our eyes and just the way we wanted them to. But then the bad things started to happen. 1st the baby gets lost(which is stil hard to talk about) then comes no baby after no baby and surgies and still no baby. So my whole question is why them and not me. Again I AM VERY HAPPY FOR THEM! But still where is mine I guess.

Smoking is not going well have not yet made it to the doctor to get pills and still buying them at will.

I seen this frontlines mod for Call of Duty 4 looks good I think. But what I want is more maps. I want to read up more on this mod. And then pitch it to the guys who play to see if it is something we might want to check out. Been having fun with CoH still Mike from dallas is fun to play games with. Along with bunnyT. They are no nick and CB but hell who can be. Mike is so funny the way he talks reminds me of this guy here< Other than that still like to get my hellgate guy to lvl 50 and play a little more CoD4.

Smoking stopping not going so well.  I have had two app to the doctors to get this but cancelled both of them. Will try to get there next week.

Detroit this is a city that could be great.   But it a ran by a bunch of retards.  The current mayor the hiphop mayor is a joke. From giving his family jobs to do nothing. fring cops, killing strippers, spending the cities money on himself. Then there is the sleeping with the chief of staff christine beatty and lying about it under oath in court. I hope the voters of detroit will wake up this guy blows.

Well I signed up on a program with PBG to quit smoking.  Not even thought of trying to quit but I know I have to.  I smoke Camel Menthol Wides. A big fat cig. I smoke maybe 20 a day give or take. I have been smoking for a long time. I started by hanging out with older kids in the nieghborhood, and just picked it up. I think i was 10 or 11 this means I have been smoking for about 17 years. I remember hiding them in my desk in 5th grade along with some pot which I started smoking around the same time. We used to walk down to the store at lunch in grade school. Bug some crack head to go buy us some smoks for a buck and they always do it. They could get a 40oz for a buck. Then as I got older a use to buy them from people who steal them from their parents and had a couple of buddys parents whould buy them for us. And older friends. wow 17 years holy cow thats a long time. So I have not thought out what way im going to take to quit. Waiting on my life coach to call me. hahah can’t wait for that phone call.

I got to play alot today.  Being a day off and such.  Got a level and some mods for my weapon.  I did die alot which I did not like.  I go into some zones and there be like 700 million of these guys that shoot themselves through you.  And they take out my sheild and the lack of armor hurts me badly. Can’t wait till im out of these zones not to have to deal with these little shits. The game is sucking me in. Starting to worry a little.

Also I got some phones calls from work today.  Not cool not cool at all.  One was a guy bitching about the time we was getting to his store.  Cry I swear he got the smallest store out of the 3 that i have of that chain but I need to be there 1st.  please.  Always with the crying.  The other phone calls where not as bad just the guy who does my days off asking questions about things which I don’t mind othere than the fact that im not working hahah. but rathar have it my way than him just doing something wrong.

Did my taxes today. once again I owe the feds.  Damn it not that much but I do feel ripped off.   I heard of people (freinds) that are getting like all this money back.  From what they have nothing some live at home. some are single with kids. and some are married no kids. all getting back money. WTF  sick of funding the war machine.  Plus some.  The Accountant that we use said we are right on the line of the braket. If we have some more dections we would get some money back not alot but like 1000. But since we are like 350 above that line we owe like 500. ummm damn feds and there need for money. like I said its not alot of money just hate having anothor bill I guess Just take out what I need weekly why make me paid more the folling year. Our tax system blows. Needs an overhaul. How to fix it I have no clue but this is retarded.

Wow Alive huh.  this means alot to me right now. 

1st of all I get some time off work.  Two days this week feels like I have work a month with out two days off in a row feels good I tell you. 

then there is aquafina alive here Wich is being pushed by Pepsi that is not selling. Hahaha this blows cause hurts my numbers at work and everthing goes by numbers. And Its going all out of date and being sent back!

The headaches keep comming form the lack of Dew flood in my blood. I have not had one in like five days now. But I have been drinking Pepsi which does have caffine. But does not seem do do the trick. going to make the switch to full time gatorade soon.

It was a baby making night, tonight. Which makes it feel like work not like have sex with your wife. I hope it took this time.

Fuck you very much,
JaHtHeBaByPuncheR